“My beloved spoke and said to me, ‘Arise, my darling, my beautiful one, come with me. See! The winter is past; the rains are over and gone.'” Song of Songs 2:10-11 (NIV)
These lyrics caught in my throat the first time I sang them: “I’ll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon the cross.”* I cried as I stared at my circumstances, ashamed.
I’d compromised big time in some areas and, until the warm truth of that song caught me off guard, I had turned a cold shoulder to the hope of forgiveness. Shame convinced me I wasn’t worthy of another chance.
Last summer, I met a young woman who needed one other chance too, maybe more. On a 75 degree, gorgeous-in-every-way L.A. day, I served a meal on Skid Row with The Dream Center team. There I was, navigating my way around pain and hypodermic needles. There she was, fidgeting outside the women’s shelter.
She melded into the gray of her tattered sweatpants. Washed out and muted, buried under the debris of a dark world, away from the Light for too long. Inching toward me, she stepped over others hibernating beneath cardboard boxes and frigid despair.
Try as I might, I couldn’t catch her eyes as she asked for help. Shame from past deeds had beaten her down. It made her doubt she was worthy of anything, much less another chance for a hot meal and cold drink. This timid woman had been pushed out of the food line. Unable to defend herself and in too much physical pain to stand in line again, she needed someone to make a way for her.
Together, we walked to the front of the food truck (not gonna lie, it was fun breezing past her bullies). But I felt helpless handing her only scrambled eggs and water. Surely, she needed so much more.
We all need more at some point, don’t we?
This frail woman needed to know God had more for her than this. That what she’d done to land on Skid Row could be forgiven—forgotten, even. This cold season could turn into a warmer one. I wanted to share this truth: “See! The winter is past; the rains are over and gone” (Song of Songs 2:11 NIV).
Winter, that gloomy season that should pass. But what if it lingers? What if one bad-for-us choice turns into 100 that beat us to our own Skid Row? What if mistakes convince us we don’t deserve another shot?
Been there? Me too. But letting the Light of truth in to our hearts turns our winter of doubt into a spring of hope.
What we’ve done doesn’t dictate who we are. The truth is, what He’s done makes us who we are: forgiven, hopeful and worthy of another chance. We may not believe we deserve a second shot. But Christ’s sacrifice on the cross and our gift of a new life through His death gives us one. When we ask for forgiveness and turn from our sins, our past is covered by God’s mercy and grace.
Never doubt, He’ll always lead us past the bully of shame to the front of the line for so much more than eggs and water.
God, it’s hard to believe I’m worthy of another chance. But I’m taking a step of faith, choosing to accept that Your death means a new chance for me. I’ll never know how much it cost, but I’m forever grateful. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.
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Confessions of an Adulterous Christian Woman by Lyndell Hetrick Holtz
Reflect and Respond:
Why is it difficult for you to believe you’re worthy of another chance?
Write down every reason you feel you’re not worthy of Christ’s love and forgiveness. Now, read them out loud and say after them, “But Christ died on the cross to forgive me once and for all. I’ve repented and I’m forgiven.”
Isaiah 12:1-2, “You will say in that day: ‘I will give thanks to you, O LORD, for though you were angry with me, your anger turned away, that you might comfort me. Behold, God is my salvation; I will trust, and will not be afraid; for the LORD GOD is my strength and my song, and he has become my salvation.'” (ESV)
John 3:17-18b, “For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned …” (ESV)
*Light of the World (Here I am to Worship) by Tim Hughes. © 2000 Thankyou Music.
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